Wow. I haven't been on in over three months. Have I made any entries since my MacBook died? No idea. Well, it got peed on by a hamster. Not even my own hamster - my neighbours'. And it's not like I can go up to them and be all like "Your pet ruined my computer," because they pretty much paid for it, through paying me for babysitting their kids. Oh well. So I'm just gonna have to wait for Christmas and my birthday, and hope people give me lots of cash, 'cause my parents sure as hell aren't gonna pay for it.

Have I made any entries since I started going out with Tony? Who knows.( Here's a picture of him. )
I may not look very good, but isn't he adorable? =) Sorry it's so blurry.

Let's see..what else has been going on lately?

Mark's being all bitchy and unhelpful about things with Tony, I think Chompy likes me, I hate my parents, I almost ran away the other night, I did (kind of) run away the next day with Keenan and Ryland to Red Bank, I bought a bunch of records, I hate Julia, I've been hanging out with Anders a lot, Sam Mader, they both wanna smoke pot with me (and Mark, because I promised him I wouldn't smoke my first time without him) over Thanksgiving break...I can't really think of much else. I'm gonna look for some cool Muse icons now and then get ready to go babysit, but I'm thinking I'll post a Christmas list soon.

im writing this on my cousin's super sweet cell phone, so it'll probably take me a really long time to finish...

yesterday afternoon, we arrvied at the house in maryland that we're renting for the week. the house is absolutely beautiful - i'm pretty sure it was originally built in the 1700's. it's on 17 acres of land, so there's plenty of room for everyone (me mom dad bridgette melissa grandma grandpa aunt diane uncle eddie edward andrew). about 600 yards from the house is our own private bay-beach.

along with many other things, the house came with a little john boat (a boat-shaped piece of metal with an outboard motor) and some crab traps and pots. my father, aunt, uncle, and i went out on the boat to put out some baited crab pots. my father was driving the boat because he was the only present adult who was around when the owner of the house, ned, was showing us how to use the motor. ned was a very nice man, by the way.

ummmmmmm yeah. distractions.

okay so a couple miles offshore from the house are three islands that were supposedly one big island at some point. hooray for erosion! ned had told us that the middle island had a nice sandy beach that was something of a local hangout. after planting the crab pots, my father told uncle eddie that he should try driving the boat. at first my uncle was hesitant, but it didn't take much to convince him. as he began enjoying himself more and more, the boat began picking up more and more speed. as the boat began picking up more and more speed, more and more waves were splashing into it. i was sitting on the bow and was enjoying the warm water spraying across my back. i didn't really notice how much water was actually coming in until a little while later.

SEE YOU SPACE COWBOY...

Okay, so it's quarter to five and I've already:

◊ Been complimented many times on my lovely penis (mostly by Keenan and Burns)
◊ Been smacked on the ass by Dan DiMaio once
◊ Been smacked on the ass by Chompy twice
◊ Been complimented on my ass by Will
◊ Had my ass felt up by Keenan (I guess I have a nice ass?)
◊ Had my boob grabbed by Amanda H
◊ Grabbed her boob right back
◊ Been complimented on my breasts several times by a myriad of people
◊ Accidentally tapped Anders...I turned around and didn't know he was behind me, and my hand swung right into his balls XD
◊ Been grinded on from behind by Bryan P
◊ Told a gazillion people (including girls) that they have a nice/lovely/beautiful penis

...and I might be going to a party tonight with most of these people ;D
I love my friends.

PREVIOUS ENTRY (WITH CHANGES)

okay so Chompy likes Alex (my friend, a girl with whom i was rooming on the trip). i'm kinda jealous because i think i like him. although it might just be all the attention he's been paying me for the past few weeks. Ryland, Chompy, Alex and I are all convinced Will likes me (reasons for thinking that - later) but I don't like him. AND two of my friends really like him, including Caitlin.

i don't know what to do about will.

strictly on a friends-only basis, i'm worried about Chompy. if when he finds out that Alex doesn't like him, he's going to, like, shut down or something, and i don't want to see that.

okay so Chompy likes Alex (my friend, a girl who i was rooming with). i'm kinda jealous because i think i like him. although it might just be all the attention he's been paying me for the past few weeks. Ryland, Chompy, Alex and I are all convinced Will likes me (reasons for thinking that - later) but I don't like him. AND two of my friends really like him, including Caitlin.

i don't know what to do about will.

strictly on a friend basis, i'm worried about chompy. if he finds out that alex doesn't like him, he's going to, like, shut down or something, and i don't want to see that.

sleep now more later

yay livejournal!! sorry i haven't updated in so long (has it really only been three weeks?!), but i've been busy.

Markus comes home Saturday. He's going to Guitar Center to buy an acoustic with Frank Saunders, and wants me to come with him because that's the only time I'll be able to see him. He's going to a concert Saturday night...State Radio, I think. In Asbury Park. it's 2:04...class gets out at 2:13. This kid in my class stole doughnuts that the teacher had on his desk (we have a sub today)


note to self: look up The Bleeder by five finger death punch

 

EYE actually wrote a poem. ME. well, i guess i can only take credit for about half of it. maybe you'll get what i mean. Lex will.




Tommy is sucking out my life. i spent over fourteen straight hours at school today. but the weird part is that i love being there.
after school, at least.

i kinda feel bad for telling Miss Senorita Mota that i'd do my spanish homework and then not doing it. maybe i'll get it accomplished during lunch. 'cause i kinda need to do better than a C in that class to go to the next level. spanish cuatro.

hooray for night number two sleeping in jeans because i'm too fucking tired to care.

how would you feel if i started to laugh
i mean
How would you feel if i turned on the bath,
stuck your head under, and started to laugh?

our acid queen isn't ::AAAHHH I'M A DRUGGIE PROSTITUTE!!!!:: enough. she's very nice, but not intense enough.


H'I'm a sensationnnnn

(say i'm but with an H sound before the i)

good night

EIGHT HUNDRED TEN DOLLARS IN CASH AND CHECK
TONS AND TONS OF FANTASTIC PRESENTS
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE
<3

AAHH MY PARTY IS TOMORROW AND I'M FREAKING OUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO THIS ISN'T GOING TO RUN WELL AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW EVERYONE'S GOING TO HAVE FUN I KNOW I WILL STILL WIND UP IN TEARS AT AT LEAST ONE POINT

Chompy(9:56:31 PM): hm i just got kinda reminded of something
Chompy (9:56:47 PM): exactly what in the hell is going on with you and victoria cuz i no it has to be something
Erwan (9:57:10 PM): nah nothings going on
Chompy (9:57:34 PM): bullshit you french bastard with the close holding by the fireplace

01:16
 Chompy (9:57:38 PM): and on the couch at her house
Erwan (9:58:00 PM): dude chris nothings going on
Erwan (9:58:05 PM): ask her if you dont believe me
Erwan (9:58:15 PM): she might like me or something
Erwan (9:58:19 PM): but nothings going on

01:24
 Chompy (9:58:29 PM): and if she does?
Erwan (9:58:40 PM): she does and i know it
Erwan (9:58:45 PM): and i know you're going to tell her that
Chompy (9:58:56 PM): maybe
Erwan (9:58:59 PM): chompy
Erwan (9:59:02 PM): im not retarded
Erwan (9:59:05 PM): i know whats going on

new userpic, btw. made by lastdance_icons

okay, for the question of the day thing, i'm being pretty let down right now, i think

twice in the past two days, he and i have been in a position similar to this:

except with him as the person in the weird dress thing and me as the dog

and i just want to know why he isn't saying anything to me. like, he's acknowledged it and stuff, but, like, i can smell his boysmell on my shirt and it's making me go CRAZY and keep thinking about him and i don't know what to do. i've been thinking about asking his best friend what she thinks, because he doesn't tell any of our close mutual friends anything about girls he likes or anything. the only thing is that i don't know her well enough to trust her to not tell him. it's nothing against her, she's never been anything but nice to me...i just don't know her well at all. i don't know what to do. i don't know if this music is helping or hurting me right now. i have my iTunes on my Trippy playlist. this whole thing is making me alternately really sad and really angry. more later. i don't feel like talking about it anymore.

poor anders and chompy are being such a sweethearts
i keep complaining to them


btw, this song, The Boy Who Wouldn't Hoe Corn, is SO FUCKING AWESOME. i recommend it. to everyone.

"I've come to the conclusion that Nerdfighters is a game about nerds who fight. ... Like, first you pick your character - everyone would totally have their own special powers - Like, the band geek would be like, "I WILL DESTROY YOUR EARS WITH MY TUBA!"

We're Nerdfighters. We fight against suck....we fight for awesome. We fight using our brains, our hearts, our calculators and our trombones.
-- THE BROTHERS GREEN
_________________________
"You're on my daisy"
_________________________
"I've got a hole in me pocket"
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skakid527
hey victoria!!!
your in a band?
luna lovegood
steevee
i am?
skakid527
idk i seen it on facebook
lol
luna lovegood
OMFG XD
::explanation::
_________________________
"we shall one day nice teh world!!!"
        --Ryan Norman
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LifeisBroadway73
what if we put all three in for a good,...behavior?  yes, that's it.  a good behavior washing...perfect...
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told people i'd credit if i use their icons, and i'll forget, so ima do it now

 

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Writer's Block question:

What is one of your favourite poems?


I've had this one memorized since fifth grade. It's by Lewis Carroll.

[  And shepherds we shall be
   For thee, my Lord, for thee
   Power hath descended forth from thy hand,
   That our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
   We shall flow a river forth to thee,
   And teeming with souls shall it ever be.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti  ]

Today is Tuesday. Which means there will be a basketball game. Which means Mark will be there. Which means I'm going to talk to him. The fact that today is Tuesday also means that there are only four school days this week, which is fantastic. Time to brush my wet, dripping, matted hair.

I found out today that a girl I know, who is my age, has a beautiful three-month-old baby girl named Pandora. I really want to know more; the curiosity is killing me. I don't think any less of her or anything, nor will i judge her, especially without knowing the whole story. I JUST WANT TO KNOW. Kind of weirdly coincidental that I'm so curious and her name is Pandora.






I want it to snow. Pandora Radio is amazing.

Wow, that was another unintentional coincidence.

Good Morning.

My shadow side, so amplified,
Keeps coming back dissatisfied
Elementary, son, but it's so...
My love affair with everywhere was innocent,
Why do you care?
Someone start the car, time to go...
You're the best I know

My sunny side has up and died
I'm betting that when we collide
The universe will shift into a low
The travesties that we have seen
Are treating me like Benzedrine
Automatic laughter from a pro

My, what a good day for a, walk outside
I'd like to get to know you a little better, baby,
God knows that I really tried

My, what a good day for a, take out bride
I'd like to say we did it for the better of...

I saw you there so unaware,
Those hummingbirds all in your hair
Elementary, son, but it's so...
The disrepair of Norma Jean
Could not compare to your routine
Balarama beauty goin' toe to toe

My, what a good day for a, let it slide
I'd like to say we did it for the better of...

I thought about it and I brought it out
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated but I'm not devout
The mother, the father, the daughter, yeah

Right on the verge, just one more dose
I'm traveling from coast to coast
My theory isn't perfect, but it's close
I'm almost there, why should I care?
My heart is hurting when I share
Someone open up, let it show

My, what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to think we did it for the better of...

I thought about it and I brought it out
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated, but I'm not devout
The mother, the father, the daughter- Oh

You don't form in the wet sand,
You don't form at all- Whoa
You don't form in the wet sand,
I do- Yeah, yeah
You don't form in the wet sand,
You don't form at all- Whoa
You don't form in the wet sand,
I do! YEAH!!!!!!!!!


Such a good song

I'm at work with my dad today. 
I'm so bored. The most interesting thing about the place is that it's in New York City.
And some guy brought his dog. 

This keyboard's really hard to type on.

So I'm trying to decide on a song to buy as a ringtone to buy on my phone. As of right now, it's between:

All The Small Things - blink-182

The Rock Show - blink-182

The Suffering - Coheed and Cambria

Welcome Home - Coheed and Cambria

Love Song123 - The Cure

I Believe in a Thing Called Love - The Darkness

Tick Tick Boom - The Hives

Somebody Told Me - The Killers

Everything is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack

Knights of Cydonia - Muse

Time is Running Out - Muse


...and that's as far as I've gotten right now. I'm really leaning towards the Muse ones, though, I think.